I don’t want to be pretty or cute, but to be beautiful and exquisite to those who could see me true. I want my mind to be the main attraction at my show, rather than the curves I do not show. And I want to have a mind and a heart, a heart and a soul. I want you guys to find me whole, not half empty begging for my holes to be closed. I want to be full of life and have a bursting soul. And not only do I want to be thick in my thighs but also to be thick in depth with my thoughts. I want to be admired for the beauty inside rather than my outer exterior. I’m ready to first open my heart and not my legs, because at least then I know there’s a reason he pledged. And I’m sure what he pledged was true, I just need to know I can be Beautiful too.